Princess Winter

This blog is named after "My little pony" Princess Winter. Things I might talk about on my blog are: Me, Hockey, the OC, the baha'i faith, me, family, friends, school, me... etc.

Monday, August 29, 2005

Okay, better update

I know I know. I have been so spacey since the car accident. I have been like HYPER-ADD girl. Its INSANE! I can't seem to remember anything anymore, at least not longer than about a day or so. So, I haven't said much about my apartment. I've had it for 2 weeks now. I love it so much. Its awesome. We have cleaned it up and moved in. My room is mostly set up, the downstairs is set up, the kitchen is set up, the bathrooms. I guess thats everything. My room is probably the LEAST done because i"ve been so so so busy recently. Its been INSANE! I already said that didn't I. LOL! Okay, so basically, thats whats been up. Work, Apartment, Aaron, I think that cover's everything. My mom is coming into town this weekend, and she DEMANDED I spend time with her, which makes me mad, so I seriously thought about ditching her and going to anchorage for the weekend, but that would make her SO mad, she wouldn't forgive me and then i'd have to put up with it. It really did make me mad though. So, I will hopefully start updating more now. Sorry. :( I am setting up internet soon at my new place. Probably once I get a car and know my schedule more.

Sorry Its been so long

Okay, so I guess its been over a week, since last night was sunday. Sorry about that. :P Okay, so this last week has been a busy one. I have been working quite a bit (like supposed to be 6 days last week, but I traded) and this entire week I have been spending almost all my free time with Aaron. So, I can't really remember how much I've said about him, but he is the guy from last saturday night. We've been friends, hung out and stuff, but we were hanging out saturday night, and kinda cuddling watching a movie, and now he comes over to my house all the time, and I really like him, and we talk all the time, and until about a couple days ago we hadn't kissed or anything because he was waiting. He has amazing self control. He is also really smart, and esp with common sense, which is so good for me. To show you all how much I like this guy, I'll explain that he changed my radio station to country the other night, so I fell asleep and woke up to country for TWO NIGHTS. I've even started to like it. He's a hick, or redneck. He says that himself. He has this awesome big truck that I love, and he's just really awesome. He's funny too. Anyways, I am at work, so I should stop gushing about him, but He is seriously awesome. The reason I haven't been updating as much is that I can't just sit online at work, I should be working, and I don't have internet at home, and so basically I have to come to work when I'm off work to use it, or do it on break. Oh, and so, I will probably start dating Aaron, but we aren't dating yet. I just wanted to specify that. I think he's worried he won't pay enough attention to me because when winter comes he will be gone snow machining ALL the time, because he loves it so much. Anyways. gotta get back to work. Bye

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Slow Day at Work

Okay, so it was really really busy, so busy that we were running behind and everything was crazy, but now, its so slow that the 10 O'Clocks are all done at 10:40, some of the 11 O'Clocks, and some of the closing stuff, as well as the deep cleaning. For those of you who are totally lost now, this means that I don't have much to do until 11. It would be nice to get out of here at 12:10 or something though. :D Anyways, i'll start working like crazy at 11. LOL! So, yes, slow slow day at work. Accidently referred to Aaron as Nathan about 3 or 4 times, so I totally need to stop doing that. LOL! Ayways, I've been spending the entire night talking/thinking about last night. It really was so much fun, and he managed to make me feel so special, without even really doing much. :P I love that. LOL! I love feeling special and I love attention. Its sad. Anyways, I think i'm going to watch what nava does so if, someday, they want me to be a lead, I will already have watched her. :D

Quick Update Before Work

So, I probably don't have time to update everything. I'm feeling alot better since the accident, although I'm still pretty loopy sometimes, and slow. Since then, I've worked twice, and both times I couldn't make shots because it hurt my Clavical (I think). Hopefully tonight I can so nava doesn't have to deal with it. So, yesterday I went to Delta which was alot of fun. I payed a dollar to guess which square section of a pen that a cow would crap in. Its called the "cow drop" this was the most hick fair I have EVER been to. It was so funny. Either way, we watched the mud races, which was awesome and I"m really glad we got to go. I got back pretty late, and then after some running around for errands, I went to my apartment, and Nathan and Aaron and Forrest and Aleena and I all hung out for a while. Nathan drank like 1 or 2 shmirnoffs, but Aaron drank like 7.5. He stayed there because he was too drunk to drive home. Actually it was really nice, although I didn't "get any" because as he says he's "not easy" I had fun. We "slept" (yes actually sleeping) together, and just hung out. We didn't even kiss. Its kinda crazy, cause part of me is like, damnit, but the other part is happy that its going so slow. He gave me a ride to work, and he said he'd see me tomorrow. I really do like him, he's an awesome guy, but i'm going to try not to get too attached until i'm sure. Oh well, I have to work and I feel really sick. :P

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Car Accident

Okay, so this may not make alot of sense because i'm not really all too sure what happened, but I got in a car accident Yesterday. I guess I got T-Boned by some guy who ran a stop sign. I don't remember alot of the last few days, and Dreams and Reality are getting confused. The worse part about all of it is that everyone seems like they are mad at me. My dad is being really mean to me. Apparently I had alochal in the trunk of the car (not too sure why) and so i can tell he's mad at me, but he won't SAY he's mad at me. I stopped by the dorms and saw Ron, but she was really sleepy. I called Forrest to talk to him, and he didn't seem to say much, just really quiet. I stopped by aleena's work and she was working, but she hardly said anything to me. I missed Rachel's MRI which I was supposed to go to with her because she was scared, and I feel bad about that. I stopped in to work and mattie hardly talked to me, and seemed mad at me. I called Rachel Taylor (my boss) telling her I couldn't work because i was in a CAR ACCIDENT and she was like, well, you seem fine... and seemed upset about trying to find someone. I don't understand how everyone can be so mad at me, considering I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT, and I know that its been kinda "50 first dates-ish" and its probably really annoying that I keep asking the same questions, but now i've stopped that. I'm only asking questions I asked before this morning. Everything else I remember, but everyone just doesn't want to talk to me or doesn't want to see me. :( I want to go home to my new place, but I can't because my dad wants me to stay here with him, but I don't want to. I just want to be with Aleena or Rachel right now. I'm having a terrible day (probably not as terrible as yesterday though. LOL!). Anyways... thats it for now I guess.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Lots of Ups and Downs

Okay, so last post I was happy because We got the place. After a while though, I couldn't get ahold of aleena, and so I started to worry. Then i got ahold of her, and was excited about the place again. Then Josh and Pete and Dalton came in with some other guys and did the whole smoothie thing. Happy again. They even bought me a pie for making them smoothies all the time. :D Then, I closed and went to aleena's house to take a shower. When I got there, just felicia was there cause Aleena went to take Forrest Home. Right after my shower, Dave knocked on the door. I got dressed, and came out. Some girl was with him. Apparently he was drunk. She asked me who aleena went to drop off and I said "her boyfriend." Dave FLIPPED OUT! He started cussing and yelling, and took Aleena and Felicia's stuff and started putting it outside. Felicia started yelling at him, and told his Dad, who is in town, that he needed to control his son, and his dad said that Aleena was in the wrong. He freaked out and told the girls to get out of HIS house, even though its not HIS house its all of their House. Luckily, we were moving in to the new place tomorrow. ALeena showed up and I stopped her and told her not to get out of her truck and to go to the gas station, but she wouldn't and HAD to get out of the car. I stood by the car crying while aleena and felicia yelled at him. I feel like such a coward. I was so scared for Aleena, but I didn't even go stand next to her, I just stood by the car like a pussy. He left and Aleena Felicia and I packed EVERYTHING but the furniture in an hour and 15 mintues. We got it all in My dads car, Aleena's Truck and Felicia's Car. Forrest said we could stay with him tonight, so the girls are there. I can't sleep. I"m so happy she is out of there and safe, because He seriously almost hit her. Anyways, so, finally we are moving into our place tomorrow. We have the money for it, and we have all aleena and felicia's stuff. I'm going to call Aaron today and ask him to help me get my bed from my dads old hosue, and bring it over, and I seriously hope I can get out of work tomorrow just so I can get the stuff out of my car and set up in our new place. I worry about it all getting stolen right now. So, thats the plan for today. :P Aleena and Felicia both are taking off work tomorrow. So... wow, my life is all drama. :P

Monday, August 15, 2005

Okay, I promise I'm not Manic Depressive

My last post was totally depressing and sad, and now i'm TOTALLY happy because WE GOT THE PLACE!!!! I'm so excited. I haven't even told aleena yet cause I haven't seen her. She is supposed to be coming in and she's not here yet. She better get here before My break in an hour so I can go pick up my dads car to help me move. I"m so very very very excited. Anyways, i'm about to freak out and burst. I told rachel and I told Laci who rachel works with. I just told felicia. OMG OMG OMG I"m so excited.

Harder than I expected

So, its only 4:40 and Travis only left about 40 minutes ago (I'm assuming) and I already miss him. I know my friend has said it makes the war seem that much more real for her, now that she knows someone who is gone, but even though I KNOW he's at war, and since they shipped out SO MANY people, its probably going to be dangerous, I don't think about it like that. I'm just sad that I won't see him coming into the coffee shop anymore. I will miss Caleb and Dave and Ryan and Aaron and Pete. It will definatly be different around here. Of course, we still have some awesome regulars, like sid and molly, The Josh and Dawson. Not only will CCH be losing some regulars, but also some employees. Megan and Bekka and Rachel are off to live different lives elsewhere. It sucks to lose people. I guess I should not sit here and dwell on it. At least none of them are dead. It is different when its you leaving, because you are making that choice to leave, or even being forced to, but you are doing the leaving. Anyways, now that I"m done rambling. LOL! So, now i have to continue working at the SAME PLACE for the next year, otherwise I will have to come in all the time in a year to see if Travis is back. LOL! It would be nice to work at the same place for over a year. Okay, so to sum up, i'm going to miss all my new friends that I've made here at the coffee shop (that are leaving) Especially Travis. Thats all I'll say about it. No more talking about it. :D

I hate to say goodbye :(

So, I slept all day until it was time to go to work, and then went to work. Work was fun, like it always is. I love working. I kept thinking Travis wasn't going to make it to say goodbye, but he did. I told him he should come pick me up after work, so he did. I got to say goodbye to caleb then, although I thought he would be coming back. Travis picked me up, and we drove around for four hours, just talking about anything and everything. It was awesome. I love talking to him and chillin with him. I love that we just chilled, and nothing happened, even though, OF COURSE, part of me would have loved for something to happen, another part of me is SO glad nothing did, because it made it that much more awesome. EVERYTIME I get into a car, or get in a situation where I"m just talking to someone for a long time, about everything, I want something to happen. Its always been like that. I think its because when you talk like that, you get to a deeper level. When its just you and that person, in a car, with not very many distractions (like other people talking or whatever) it makes you so close. Its an awesome feeling. I"m not good at handeling that closeness and not liking the person. I need to practice apparently. :P Anyways, thats the most recent update. Not as amazing as the previous, but still cool for me. :D

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Hell of a way to say goodbye

SO, tonight was much more insane than last night. I woke up, and my phone was working (yay), so I had rachel come pick me up, we went to her house, she did my hair and my makeup (cute) and then I got dressed. We payed my walmart bill (good for me) and said hi to Nathan while we were there, and stopped by Aleena's Work. Dave, her ex, is an Ass and called her a slut and a whore the other night. So many people want to kick his ass. Anyways, we hung out, and Travis (this guy from work, who is gorgeous, military, but more punk acting than military and definatly not like the rest of the military) called, so rachel took me to the coffee shop to meet him. We went around, and he finally decided he would go to the fair with me (he didn't really want to, but there was nothing else to do). We hung out at the fair, went on some rides, took a group pic, ate, watched fireworks. It was REALLY fun. He got to meet alot of my friends, who actually REALLY liked him, and I think he liked them too. We were leaving so travis could say goodbye to Bekka, when some 17 year old girl ran out in front ofhis car. He slammed on his breaks and swerved, and still couldn't avoid her. We had hit a person. I had never been anywhere close to that before in my life. I was in shock. He handled it SO well. He immediately pulled the car over, grabbed his cell, ran out and called 911. The cops were right down the street, so they came over. It turns out that she only broke maybe her leg and has a concussion (or at least thats what they expect). I was in so much shock. Travis was really awesome about it. He was totally calm, and came back over to make sure I was okay, but I was worried about him, but he was okay. All I'll say about it is that he deals with stuff like this with Humor. His winsheild is fucked up and his car is dented. I feel bad because through all this, I didn't cry at all. Not even close. After we finished with the cops, I went out to the party, which was the lamest party I had ever been to/thrown. He tried to go home, but couldn't sleep cause he said he kept seeing this chick hit his car. He came back, and chilled with us until now, when he took me home. Tomorrow, he's going to stop in at the coffee shop to say goodbye, and then he's gone for an entire year. I will really miss him, just because I got a chance to chill with him, and besides the whole car accident thing, I had such a blast hanging out with him, even though the party was lame. We just chilled, and talked. I enjoyed it alot. So, yes, I"m about to pass out because I"m so tired. Its exhausting taking care of an accident, like with the police and everything. ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Talk about a Crazy Night

Okay, I guess I should update from the last time too, but seriously, the part from tonight is the best. So, last night, after work, I went to dinner, and then went to the fair. THe fair was actually really fun. I went on the egg roll with Aaron and spun 135 times. That was pretty cool. I keep beating myself up on that ride. It was awesome, because it wasn't awkward at all with Nathan, which I was worried it would be. Like, I still like him, but its not weird with him. I had a blast. I came home and talked to Aaron online again. Today, we turned in the stuff for the apartment, and the lady TOTALLY made it sound like we would get it. I'm so excited. I hope we get it. :D Then, after I paid my fees and got my financial aid stuff covered, rachel and I went to the fair and got a button for her truck of me and her. Yay! :D THen, I went to work, which was tons of fun. The boys came in and visited me (aaron and nathan) and Travis and Caleb came in as well, and so did "the josh" and dalton and their friend. (those would be the boys from the comic shop. I had SO MUCH FUN at work. I always feel special when nathan and aaron stop in to visit me. Travis and Caleb talked to me a bit, and they are supposed to call me tomorrow to hang out. The comic shop boys are SO FUNNY. They got crazy mixes of smoothies and its hilarious. They were cracking me up so much that my stomach started hurting. After work, Aaron and Nathan came and picked me up, we drove around some, and then they took me home. I hung out downstairs with the DA and some other people chatting with him for quiet a while. It was really funny. We decided on this plan, where the DA's roommate (who is really shy) was upstairs in his room sleeping. I was supposed to go up to his room in a white t-shirt, without a bra, soaking wet, and ask him for a towel (kinda a re-inactment from the girl next door). I did it and it was SO funny. Only thing is that he couldn't see me cause he didn't have his glasses on. It was still REALLY REALLY funny. Then, my friend tyson text messaged me, and wanted me to go to breakfast with him at taco bell. I dropped my phone in the toilet, freaked out, put the sim card in my old flip phone, got ahold of him, he picked me up and we headed to taco bell. At the intersection before taco bell, he pulled us over. He took tyson back to his car to talk to him (make sure he wasn't drunk) and I waited. Then, tyson got back to the truck, and it was dead cause he left the lights on. THe cop couldn't give us a jump, so he pushed it in to fred meyers parking lot, while I went to find someone to give us a jump. This taxi cab driver gave us a jump. In the process my old phone (which I had retired cause it wans't working well) stopped working. He drove me up to UAF, we sat and ate, then he drove me back to the dorms. I came upstairs and decided I HAVE to write this blog. LOL! I will go get a new phone tomorrow (its sad how much I spend on those damn thigns). I am going to call rachel at like 11, hopefully that will be before travis calls me, and then get a new phone. Right now, my sim card is in my phone with the broken screen. ANyways, hope you enjoyed this update of the chaos that is my life. LOL! Fun though. :D

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Response

I just wanted to respond to a comment posted. Thanks for the commnt. :D I appreciate it. It may be that that was the reason it hurt more. The thing with my best friend was complicated. The thing about my relationship with Forrest is that we have been friends since we were 2, and it has never been a problem that I like him. Its never really interfered with our relationship. Honestly, thats part of what I love about our friendship. SHe did talk to him, because she told me she would never even thinka bout being with him if he felt anything for me. He doesn't think about me like that though, which is honestly maybe a good thing because I would hate to lose a friendship with him if it didn't work. I told her, after she talked to him, that I would be very happy if they got together, because I wouldn't have to worry about someone treating her badly. I am so happy for her now that they have hooked up. They are both very happy, and that makes me happy, and it probably wouldn't have worked anyways, because of certain things about him and certain things about me. Anyways, I just don't want someone to think badly of her because it was honestly due to my encouragement that they got together in the first place. Either way, I really appreciate the comment, and the insight. :D I love that people read my blog. :D Oh, and I'm feeling alot better today. Its been weird today because 3 different random guys have called me today, all of which I would never date or even really do anything with at all. Maybe its God's wayof reminding me that i'm still desired, even though its not by the one I want.

Why does this bother me so much?

Okay, I'm not sure why this is bothering me. I normally can just get over this kind of stuff. Why is it different this time? Why does it actually hurt? Okay, sorry that all that doesn't make sense. So, today, I hung out with my sister-in-law's brother, after my final, which I didn't do NEARLY as good on as I had planned. :( I didn't really care though. After watching a movie, Jonathan took me to the fair, and I got to see his family, finally. I was so excited, then I hardly hung out with them. I was just weird. I really do hate the fair. LOL! Jonathan took me to work, and I had ALOT of fun. I was retarded when Nathan and Aaron came in, and thought I made a total fool out of myself, but apparently, they didn't notice anyway. It was pretty busy. The boys came back so I could give them free smoothies. Then, the waited to give me a ride home. I asked Nathan if he left because of Josh, Me, or just cause he needed sleep, and he said cause he needed sleep. I text messaged him after I got home and asked him if it was okay, like last night (when we were sitting together. He knew what I meant), cause it didn't seem like it was, and he told me he just wanted to be friends, chill and hang out. Usually, thats totally cool. It really doesn't bother me, and I really can't figure out why it does this time. What makes this guy so special that it actually kinda hurts? Oh well, i'll probably feel okay about it once I talk to aleena, but I think she might be asleep.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

"This time we'll take it slow"

SUNDAY
I had a blast at work, tons of fun. This guy I like (the one DDing for his friend) was supposed to come in but didn't, but that was okay. I made 45 dollars in tips, because this one guy tipped me and Nava 25. It was crazy awesome. I love nights with big tips. After work, Aleena and Forrest picked me up, and we went to denny's. After Denny's, we took forrest home, and went home to bed. My allergies started MAJORLY acting up, so at 5 am, I went to the store to get Claritan and stuff. When I got back, I still couldn't sleep cause the medicine hadn't kicked in yet. I finally got to sleep at 7:00.

MONDAY
Woke up at 9:00 to get ready for the day. I took aleena to work and went to the DMV to get my license. I missed my number, so I had to come back, and was rush rush, doing errands while waiting. Then we looked at a place I like at 4. THE GHALAMI"S CAME HOME!!!!!! YAY! I was so excited. I stopped by to see Ben and Jonathan. I still haven't seen Ruhi or April or Amin. :( After work, Aaron, Nathan (cute DD guy), Forrest, Aleena, Cody and Me were all chillin at her house to watch a movie. Karl came by too. After that, we all left, except Aleena and Forrest, and I went with Aaron and Nathan to watch Team America and Aaron's cabin. Nathan took me home, and even though he was REALLY tired, he talked to me in his car for 3 hours. It was really awesome. We talked about everything. Religion, School, Family, Fun, etc. I really am liking this guy! Went to bed at about 6:00

TUESDAY
Woke up at about 8:00 to take Aleena to work. Then went and looked at another place (the bathroom was behind the kitchen, so you had to walk through it to get into it. LOL! It was kinda lame. Then I did some errands, went to help Rachel with some homework, then went back to pick up Aleena and noon. She had her doctors appointment today. We went there, and she is okay. They put this thing in her esophogus that monitors it or something. I'm not too sure about it, but she really doesn't like it, but knows it needs to be done. The drugs they gave her made her cry for no reason, which was really funny. Oh, and right before the doctors appointment, I found out that her and forrest started dating (I was the first one to find out) and I was so happy for her, and I hugged her and she kept hugging me. We were like little school girls. After the surgery, we picked up groceries, forrest, and then went back to her place. I only left to run errands. Nathan came over and watched a movie with us, but he was kinda being slow about the whole "sitting with me" thing. He wasn't getting it. Its infuriating. LOL! Finally, after Aleena and Forrest left the room, after about a half an hour or 45 minutes, he came and got on the fouton with me, but still wasn't sitting "with" me. I was being so mean, and saying mean things cause I was upset about it. I'm os mean. LOL! Finally, we ended up cuddling, kinda. I did most of the cuddling. LOL! It took me almost 2 hours AFTER aleena and forrest left to get to the point where we were both sitting with each other, not just me practically laying on him and him just sitting there. It was really nice. Then Josh and Felicia came in, and about that time, he said he needed to go to work the next morning, and that he needed sleep. I don't know if he left becfause of Josh (Josh says that they don't like each other), me (like he was uncomfortable) or really cause he was tired. Either way, he left, and soon after, we left. I was hallucinating practically because I was so tired, but I wasn't "sleepy". It was funny.

ANyways, now I have to go to bed because tomorrow morning I have my Algebra Final. Then I"m supposed to hang out with Jonathan, and then I have to see about when Nathan gets off work to possibly chill with him, and then I have to work. :D I REALLY like this guy and could see myself dating him. The reason for the Title is because I have a feeling, if we do hook up, thats the way it will be. He seems to take things really slow so far.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Look, i'm posting on the weekend. Craziness

Okay, heres the latests update (I like doing it in this style, separating the days. :D)

THURSDAY
My supervisor asked me why I quit, and I tried not to tell her, because she said she might not be able to handle it, but she insisted, so I did. She ended up crying. I feel really bad that I made her cry, but at the same time, she asked, and it was the truth. I ended up talking to rachel for 2.5 hours after work. That was nice, although I feel bad because Rachel is kinda caught in the middle now. Aleena and I went after work to drive past this house that we were going to look at on friday. It is nice, but its funny cause EVERYTHING around it is REALLY REALLY nice, but its just, okay. LOL! I really like it though. Then, was my "date" with Cody. (not a date, more friends going somewhere, but date is easier to say). We went to Pizza Hut and Dukes of Hazzard (good movie by the way, very funny). Then I went home.

FRIDAY
I had tons of stuff I was supposed to get done, and I think I got most of it done. At 2, Aleena and Felicia and I went and looked at this place. I like it, but I always like the places. Its got a firplace, and a REALLY nice looking kitchen, like fancy. Then the rooms are all decent sizes, so are the closets. The bathroom is a pretty good size and its pretty nice. I like the place, and its in a great neighborhood (down the street from Nava and Rachel). I took aleena's car, and from there I went and did more stuff (laundry, etc.) picked up forrest, picked up aleena, went tanning, got ready, and then we all went to the fair. Ahh, the fair. For those of you who don't live here in Fairbanks Alaska, there is this Phenomenon called the "Tanana Valley State Fair." Its fun, but not fun. Basically, its fun because you see EVERYONE you know, because EVERYONE goes. They all go and walk around in circles looking at boothes, going on rides, and definatly lots of eating. Its awesome to get an update of what people are up to, and sometimes you will end up reforging friendships because of running into them at the fair. THe bad part about the fair is that it is the same thing EVERY year. I could almost map out the fair and all its booths from last year, because if anything changes, its like one or two boothes. So, we walked around, and then stood in like for an hour for 1001 Naughts. That ride is kinda fun. Its not scary though. Then we all went back to aleena's house (after getting free food and Wendy's, at least aleena and I) to watch a movie. It was pretty chill. Then I went drove everyone home. On the way home, I parked in Forrest's Driveway and talked to him for an hour or so. That was awesome. I love talking to him. After that, I went to Aleena's house and we had our "night-cap" where we go over everything that happened that night, and then we went to bed.

SATURDAY
Not two hours later, I had to take Aleena to work. I took her car and went home to sleep a bit longer. After that, I hung out with forrest most of the day, until we picked her up from work. We got ready, and then drove out to see my cousins. I love my cousins. My Cousin Donovan is SOOO funny, and my Cousin Carol is getting more beautiful every day, and she is so awesome. My cousin Alexandria is still a baby. :D It was great. It was a very short visit, and then we were off to the fair again. This time we rode on the "egg roll". IF you've never rode on the egg roll, its this cage, shaped like an egg, and you can "roll" it all the way around if you want. THen it goes around in circles. Well, Aleena and Felicia and Forrest decided to have a contest of who could roll more times. I was on Forrests Team, vs Aleena and Felicia. In order to roll you kinda have to brace yourself with your arms and legs, otherwise the bar in your waist digs into you. So, most people who have counted, they do about 20... aleena and felicia made about 47... any guesses how many forrest and I got? ONE HUNDRED!!!!! I couldn't walk afterwards because my legs hurt so bad. I couldn't feel my arms. I was about to throw up for about 2-3 hours after that. I looked SO drunk. My best friend, who KNOWS I don't drink, saw me and seriously thought I was drunk. I was sitting on the ground holding my head and talking funny. Anyways, after that we all went to Aleena's house to meet up and go party. Well, one of my friends started the party a bit early. He started drinking at Aleena's and didnt' stop. He had NINE beers, and by the time we got to the place we were going to party, he had 11, and he was totally drunk. We had to help him up his stairs and into his apartment, and hes a HUGE guy. Basically, I dread the day he turns 21, cause I don't know who is going to drag his ass from the bar. I stopped letting him drink at all at the part, after about 15. Anyways, that sucked that he was so drunk, but I had fun. There is this guy who was DDing for a friend of his, and he is gorgeous, and really nice. I had fun, and I went home ALONE! :D YAY. I"m so proud of myself. LOL!

Anyways, I need to go to go to work ikn 20 minutes, its sunday afternoon. I slept all morning. I'm staying at aleena's tonight, and tomorrow night. I love staying with her. :D

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Fun Stuff

Go to Http://www.google.com and look up "[Your Name] is" and see what you come up with. Its kinda fun. Like, for example, mine would be "Evelyna Is" and then search. Mine is boring because its a unique name. Try yours out.

Evelyna is also excited about her partnership with Habitat for Humanity
Evelyna is sinds de zomer van 2004
I wanted to know if evelyna is a legit company
Evelyna is overleden

Last Day of Work

Okay, so an update on this week so far.

MONDAY
I left work early. So did my best friend, so we went and ran errands (such as buying me a new cell phone... so expensive :P) and then hung out at her house for a while. I had so much fun. I like hanging out at her house. We were going to go to a movie and got all dressed up to do just that, but it didn't end up happening. I hung out with Nate and his roommate (who let me drive his car, a Mazda 3, very hot!) We came back with a movie and watch Dazed and Confused. It was a pretty fun night.

TUESDAY
left work early again, but this time I went home and slept. I have been feeling sick when I'm at work recently. It never fails. i don't know if its the environment or what, but every time i'm at work I start to feel sick. I slept until 7, then hung out with my roommate and nate and two of the RA's. It was really fun. We watched the music video that I was in, which I didn't point myself out because I look like SHIT! It is a really good music video though (props to Kentrell, he's gonna be fameous one day). Then Nate and I watched a movie.

WEDNESDAY
Stayed home from work and slept all day. Rachel picked me up after work and we went to the store and then I went to CCH for work. It was REALLY fun. I love CCH. I also made $20, but thats mostly because two people tipped us $5. (They are awesome). After work, I went home to go to bed, and Woody called me right as I was going to bed. I went with him to his friends house to watch a movie. It was kinda a really dumb movie, but thats okay.

THURSDAY
So, I was an hour late today. I called and asked if they even wanted me to come in cause I was supposed to be fired if I came into work late again. She said yes, to come in. I came in and told her she could fire me if she wanted, or I was going to quit friday anyways. She told me if I wanted today could be my last day, I said okay, so I guess today is my last day. I wrote a letter detailing why I was quitting (since my boss didn't ask) and will turn it in with my Terminiation Paperwork.

SO, in other news. Fair starts tomorrow. I'm so very very excited about it. I don't know why I ever get excited about the fair, cause its the same thing every year, but still, its exciting. I'm going with Aleena this year and I've never gone to the fair with her before. (funny thing, until a week ago we had never gone to a movie together either, in all the 4 years we've been best friends. LOL!) Other news, I'm a total bitch. If anyone wants to ask me about it, feel free... but I have serious problems that I need to deal with, which I'm not going to put on here because then EVERYONE would hate me. I should probably see a counsellor about them, but that would cost too much. I know what the problem is, I just don't know how to stop doing it. Really, ask about it if you want to know.

Monday, August 01, 2005

It never ceases to amaze me how much can happen in a weekend!

Wow. Okay, so, where did I leave off?

FRIDAY

So friday at work was SO SLOW. I can honestly say, in 7 hours of work, I did about 1. My boss and supervisor were not at work, so we didn't have anything to do. It was kinda nice. :D Friday after work, I worked for an hour and a half. It was fun. I enjoy working at the Coffee House. After that, I went up to the room and called Aleena, and she was going to come get me. My roommate was there with her boyfriend when we left to go to dinner. It was really nice (almost like a date. LOL!) I had prime rib, at flannigans. After that, we went to visit a couple different people. We also went to "pick up guys" which aleena is REALLY good at. It was actually so much fun. So, funny story. Aleena gave these 4 guys her's and my number. One guy called me, and said, All my friends are after your friend, and want to get with her, but I want to get to know you, AND I QUOTE "because looks don't matter." Then, he proceeded to explain to me that another reason he wanted to get to know me was because all the guys were after Aleena, and so I would be "more available" (basically less competition) because no one was after me. Now, the funniest part about this whole story, is the fact that he really seemed to this this would work. He has called me twice since, and seems to wonder why I'm not going to hang out with him. It cracks me up. So, we also met this other guy, who called aleena, but her phone wasn't working. She tried to call him back about 10 minutes later, and he didn't answer. She was like, its some guy named Tyson's phone. I kinda laughed to myself, and said, I know a guy named Tyson. Come to think of it, they seem like they'd be friends. I checked the number in my phone with the number she called, and it was the same one. I called him, and he didn't answer, and then I text messaged him. He answered later and said he knew a guy named ian, and apparently ian had told him that he met this girl who had a friend he was going to set me up with (which is funny cause tyson already likes me). They ended up not being able to hang out with us because Ian went to the bar to pick up more chicks. I hung out downstairs talking to Woody till like 4:30, and then realized how late it was and that I had to work on saturday.

SATURDAY

Worked in the drive through from noon to 4, which I love doing, then went inside because I didn't know how to close. I got ot see mattie, and I love to see mattie, but she had to run, so we only got to talk for a few minutes at lunch. I love working with her and haven't recently. :( I got off work at 8:30, and went home to get ready. Aleena came and got me, and Me, Her, Nate (ROTC) and Ron went to go shopping for our party that night. We drove out to this place called "whiterock" (which I think is going to be our new party spot). On the way we ran into some random guys, who came with us. It ended up being us four, these two guys, rachel, Karl, Forrest, and then some other guys she had met the other day. It was pretty small, but fun. Basically, of all the people I thought I MIGHT end up with that night, Nate was the last one, but thats who I ended up with, and Aleena ended up with Forrest. OH, and Eric was SUPPOSED to come, but he didn't and I talked to him on the phone and told him I was really upset that he didn't come, etc etc. So, back to the other thing. So, Forrest (I don't think ive talked about him) is this guy i've known since i was about 2. We have tons of stories about when we were little. I think I've liked him since I was 2. LOL! It never worked cause I had a bf, or he had a gf, or for whatever reason. I didn't think he liked me anyways. Last night, he was different. He would kind flirt with me a bit, but then sometimes look at me weird when I'd joke about something. And, he kepts saying things that were kinda like he liked me, but I was really confused. The fact that he ended up with aleena could be that he doesn't like me, but it could also be that I was with someone else when he started with her. When he got out of the car, when we dropped him off, I was saying goodbye and he was just looking at me, and then he told me to call him next time, and started to head inside. He didn't say ANYTHING to aleena. She yelled out her door, Hey, Bye? and he was like, yeah, i'll see you next time. When we had our "nightcap" after we got to the dorms and nate wasn't in the car, she said she thinks he likes me. I was kinda shocked, but had noticed something different about him. If I had a chance with him... I would probably take it. The only problem is I would probably want more from him than he's willing to give. With most guys, i don't mind dating them with it not going anywhere, but with him, I don't want that. I would want it to possibly go somewhere, but he has already told me that he will never tell a girl he loves them and never get married and never have kids, etc. I didn't get home to go to bed until 8:30 AM. Oh, and a side note, aleena was using my phone, dropped it, and it BROKE, like can't see the entire screen, so i have to go get another one.

SUNDAY

Woke up in time to go to work at 4. I was a couple minutes late. Work was really fun. There is a guy who comes in named sid, who is really funny. He hung out there most of the day. There is this other guy who comes in whose name is travis, and he's really cute (but military) and funny, but I thought he was like 25 or older, but it turns out he's only 20. That shocked me. LOL! Aleena came to work for my lunch and took me to Taco Bell. That was really nice of her. We talked about my boy drama (forrest vs eric, if I should even try with forrest). She thinks I should talk to him. I might. I don't know how though, cause I'm not even sure about it yet, plus I don't have transportation. I went out with Nava, drove around, etc. It was fun. I like hanging out with her. Got to bed around 4:00.

MONDAY

My dad called to take me to get a new cell phone. I got up and took a shower, and he called I was just getting out of the shower. I got dressed as fast as I could and went downstairs. He didn't even have to wait 2 minutes, before he had called again wondering where I was. I went with him to Cell One, where they weren't open until 9:30. I waited in the entry way, and went in to get it. They swiped my card and said it didn't work. I KNOW I have money in there. I have over $1500. The aldy said she'd swipe it agian, but she didn't swipe it and told me to go across the street to the ATM. I told my dad and he said he didn't have time and started to drive off. I asked if I could at least go in and tell them to cancel it then, cause they were holding it for me. I went in and the lady was working with another lady. I waited, and was going to have her try one last time. My dad came in as the lady before me was walking out, and told me he didn't have time to wait. I told him it would only be 5 minutes (probably closer to 1) and he said no. We got in this HUGE fight about it, and I started crying because he never wants to spend time with me anymore and he never has time for anything, least of all me. I am really hurt about it. I'll get over it. Now I have to find another time to go get a new cell because I don't have one. On the plus side, my computer is ready. :D YAY! Anyways, i'm not feeling good and think i'm going to leave work early.